Good question? I recently got a series of questions from someone I met. They posed both a philosophical and practical inquiry. Thinking about the answers led me to writing this post. I will answer each question as it was posed to me.
1) What is it that I am searching for? A place to live that resonates with me. Resonation is a subtle concept that has to do with ones way of being in the world. In my case this would include wild beautiful nature; enough people who share my world view or should I say my view of how humans should interact with the natural world. A general feeling of warmth and acceptance. The rest is energetic and can not be described in words.
2) I guess you are looking for the "new you"? Interesting? I am not looking for the new me; I am not in search of "Identity". I am comfortable with who I am wherever I am. When I started the blogs I may have been searching for the new me, but that was an internal search. I feel very comfortable with myself wherever I am.
3) How will you know when it's time to go "home"? I am home. Home is inside of me. Once again, some places feel more like home than others.
At this point in my life I wish only to make peace with everyone and everything; if possible. I see my physical and spiritual journey as an unfolding of this peace process. Inner peace and outer peace are one. It does not matter where I am; this is the most important goal of everyday.
I am both the wind and the seeker of oneness with the wind.